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Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Why didn't i studied harder ?
That was the question which was on my mind all day long . Idk why only today i started asking myself this question . Maybe because i asked my friend about what he wanted to be after his attachment ended & well he got quite a few plans . I told him i wanted to be a steward . Pros : high pay Cons : won't have enough time for my family What if i've my own family by then ? I can't be with them if there anything happens . *touchwood* Then he gave me his past exp for the previous tries he went . Requirements for being a steward ? Must complete NS , at least a 165cm (i think) , pass O levels or diploma . Next problem , education . The biggest obstacle i'm facing now would be my education level . Every mother fucking thing needs at least a diploma . Even if its not a diploma , its an O level cert . What do i have ? None of the above . I only have PSLE , N Level , an epic fail O Level cert & soon my nitec cert . 40 points for my O Level btw . I still can make a joke out of it & get 5 'likes' 9 comments . Ok so if i can go in poly , i want take Hospitality & Tourism Managment or Leisure & Resort Managment . Its impossible for me to take it unless i go re-take my O's . Pfft so mother fucking annoying . Choices left after my NS are : go for higer nitec , re-take O's or private diploma . Chances of me re-taking my O's are very slim though . If i wanted to re-take i would have done so past year lol . Once you screw up something in your education life , you're fucked . Gotta start from zero or you just continue the fuck up life you have . If only i didn't meet you , my life would have been better . My results would have been better . But who else to blame for my choices besides myself ? If only i could just go back to sec 3 . IF ONLY ~ When was the last time i actually put in the effort to write down my thoughts ? Melvin here , signing off . |